So my last journal entry here (which was quite a while ago) was about that i was trying to get in to art school, well first of all i didnt make it. Since then i haven't really done anything creative, i fell in depession but then something awesome happened i finally i mean really finally! (hell i was 22) i found a boyfriend someone i could trust we first were best friends and i knew he was into me but i was really scared to take that step to become i couple but it happened! I still had some problems with depression and i couldn't really paint or draw anything (but whatever i was in love!). Well a couple of days ago my boyfriend broke up with me. To be honest that is the worst pain i ever felt. I am posting this here because i just can't manage it right now to tell my friends (yes i thought i was that one special person with the one great special relationship) and also i remembered that i felt better when i was doing creative stuff and posting things on here and on other websites. And maybe someone has been trough something similar.
By the way my english is probably not the best because its not my native language!